...why people insisted on having blogs. But I kind of get it now. Sometimes when you don't know who amongst your friends you can turn to with the thoughts on your mind, the only thing left are the billions of strangers roaming the internet.
So I guess that's what I'm left to do.
For starters, I'm hating Facebook more and more. It just makes me realize how lonely my world is. You think you have 'real' friends or 'good' friends or friends who 'will always be there' - but then you go on Facebook and you realize you have none of that. The world goes on without you - without me.
I could disappear and no one would care. Sometimes I wish I could do that... disappear from the social world and surround myself with nothing but music and the words that I type out in front of me.
I feel stupid for being so melodramatic. I feel stupid for bitching about my life. But you know what?
I do feel better about it, even if nobody ever sees this.
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